It's been a little over a week now of being in the same room...which is pretty boring. I've had a near non-stop IV drip of various drugs (chemo, anti-nausea, steroids) and saline. Other than a rough morning yesterday, I feel better than I thought I would. Today I feel weak, run-down and just all around worn out. But that is to be expected. Most of the time I'm not thinking about why I am here. However, occasionally the surreal thoughts creep in. Like "I have Leukemia" and "I am in the hospital for a really long time". It's so weird! My main goal is to stay positive!
Kelly told me about the meeting this morning and I am totally blown away. I can not thank you enough for all the time and effort you are putting into ensuring my family is provided for.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Thoughts from Todd
Posted by Todd Larsen at 5:40 PM
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Congrats on your first post, Todd.
You blogger! Love you!!
Hola! I'm sorry you're having to spend endless hours connected to the IV's, but I'm sure ALL has never met a match like you and you're well on your way to beating this. We're with you every step of the way.
Love ya and miss seeing you! Mercedes
PS - I Love the music on the blog....
Todd-ski, WOW, I knew you were awesome. But I was touched this morning by others stories of how you have touched their lives and the lives of their children! Not a dry eye at Pathways today! You do ROCK!! In many ways! Keep being stong!! XOXO, T
Todd, your blog has fired us up even more...we met many families from IMA this weekend and they are almost as awesome as our Riptide families....oh, I guess some of them belong to both...my bad. We shouldn't be surprised that your fan club spans the globe!!! We love you! Can't wait to see you...remember you are #1!!!!
Liz, Jeff, El and Em
Stay strong & positive. We love you and we miss you already!!! There is no school on Monday, so life is good in Northpark! :) The Karabeg's
Hi Todd! We're thinking about you and praying you stay strong and fight this thing quickly! We heard you had a nice ocean view, not quite home, but at least its a view. We'll be checking your blog oftenand are praying for a speedy recovery!
The Graves - "Banana" and the gang
Hi Todd - we wish you could have been at Pathways Church this morning to see everyone praying for your quick recovery! You were honored as a hero for all the great things you have done for our families and community and we could not be more proud to have you as a friend. Keep your chin up knowing that you have a lot of friends praying and waiting for you to come home! And we'll have a few cold Smithwicks here for you when you are ready.
Love, The Ruoffs
Hey Todd, this is Ryan, I've missed you so much. I know you're going to get better and will get through this. Today Out Of Order had it's first rehearsal. It went great but we missed you. We are preparing for Rock the Earth gig, Good News for Kids, and much more. We will be doing four original tunes and two cover tunes. I'll keep you updated. Get well, and hang in there.
Hi Todd,
Thinking of you this morning and hoping you are hanging in....
Chloe misses you and can't wait to see you.
Hey, can you watch DVD's in the hospital? Maybe we could pick up some seasons of shows that you might like to catch up on. I just started watching Dexter and love it!!!! Let us know, we'd love to help you pass the time.
XO, Carr family
Prayers from Allie Kamps' family from Florida. Stay strong and maintain a positive attitude. Michelle & Myah
hey todd!!!
I know you will make it :) Your a strong willed person and it has never let you down.
Now we need to get u a boom box with some old cds to help you pass the time. Or a guitarr.... if the doctors let you have one.
anyway i hope to see you on your feet very soon.
Sincerely
Tobi
Hey Todd!
What a great attitude! Keep it up!That's the best way to fight this horrible disease, well, besides the most pleasant chemo/radiation (please note the sarcasim)! You can do this!
Cami
Hi Todd,
Miss you and cant wait to see your smiling face! I know you have a battle on your hands, but if anyone can kick A.L.L.'s a--, it's you!! :-)
Just know your wife and son are getting supported too and your fan base WILL NOT let you down. Focus on getting better and let us hold up Kelly and G.
Love you,
Suzie Q
Sending our love...Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Stay positive and "Don't Stop Believin'"!
Peter & Annie (Goodman) Green
Hey Todd,
You have been in our thoughts, songs and prayers everyday. We surround you, Kelly and Garrett in white light as you journey though this portion of your live. Forever in our hearts - chose to go where no one has gone before (stole that).
Hugs and love
Peter, Nancy & Alexa
Hi Todd!
We're thinking of you and your family and can't wait until we get to see your smiling face again. Jared sure does miss you! Hang in there!
Much love,
Jared, Kathy, Ed & Bella
Todd-
I hold nothing but positive and great memories of you! You have been such a strong influence in my life, in more aspects than just music. I admire your strength and resiliency so much, and I KNOW that you will beat this. I know I speak for The Rochford family and the VanDerBie family when I say we love you and miss you! You are in all of our thoughts, get well soon!
-Meg VanDerBie
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